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Friday, November 14, 2008

2 things happened yesterday in ward!!!

1st thing... patient fell down while i was at break.... WTH i knew nothing of how it happen and i got to stay till 5pm to clear all the shit up!!! so pissed off and frustrated... and the person who did this it just a scolding from NM tat all...WTF!!!

2nd... don't know where the hell, one of the patients son got my no. and start sms-ing me! and my bf got to know of it... and we had a BIG quarrel after me clearing the shit at work! super pissed off and frustrated ++++

OK...1st incident finished and done after work... no story to continues!

2nd incident, it carry on from the moment i ended work till 12mn...

At first, i was still arguing with him den silent the whole evening den night start again... which by that time i was already tired and wear off... i give up and ended a good scolding from him in the phone...

"since when u wanted to go out with ur friends, had i say NO"

"whenever u work morning, i will stay up the whole night to stay awake in order to bring u to work in the morning"

"whenever i had money, the 1st person i think of is you, i will buy whatever u want for u! did i ever use the money and buy my things 1st... i don't need any"

"had u ever think of me 1st! whenever i ask u, want to go eat or out, u will say NO, but u will go out with ur friends"

"you are the one i loved most and care about, that why i asked u who that guy and how did he get ur number? if i don't ask, it mean i don't care of u!"

"you think i like to scold u, whenever i scold u, my heart pain too, i feel sad too"

The ending was of cos... we are fine again as usual.

But i realised, i was the BAD girlfriend in our relationship, i didn't care of his feeling only think of myself...

and

He was the one who had always been giving more




P.S. do i deserve his love???