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Tuesday, July 18, 2006

what should i write....

dear start work bout..2 wks le...ever since then..we almost everyday been ...fighting...not a single day..i felt happy at all... ok..maybe there one or two days are happy with him...

today our date was cancel by him..morning on my way to sch..he called to say he is tired scare later overslept cannot wake up for our date...shall we cancel the date?...what should i ans? say "no"...i know mon he had very little sleep...he wanted sleep well today...BUT i am still feeling sad down disappointing...

on my way to sch today..i been thinking...me and him everyday like that also bu shi ban fa...i used to have him around me...now all the extra time flow up on table...wat am i going to do with those time? dearmorning have sch..night got work till midnight...sat and sun sure he cant off...he himself have not enough sleep...he dosent have any time for me at all...this fighting, days without him..how long it going to last...can i take it? will i be able to wait for him till the day come?

dear say he has to work to earn money for his sch pay bike..everything....i know all these...he say he only going to work till this year end..den he will change another job...year end...5 more months of these dayssss...cos of this job..even my birthday..dear cant even pei wo..he say that day morning he will pei wo...ha...i confrim sure that morning he will be sleeping again as usual...even that morning he pei wo..wat the uses? dear u knows wat i wanted that day...huh..we shall see that day...

wat the use of everytime asking whether am i angry after a promise is break? wat the uses of sending msg telling me to remember to eat, drink more water, slp early??? when u not around at all.........

to be serious...i really did think of B....(word which i dont dare of writing up) BUT......it jus a thought of it...not going to be real (this moment)...i still not giving up...i scare of losing him...i still love him alot.......

dear wanted me to understand him more....i trying..i really am...but to be true..it hard for me...