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Monday, July 03, 2006
~cold war?~

still wondering should i blog of today? what can i write?
k..now i'm here..i will try to write something out...

today...starting of my first day of year 3 in nursing... lesson started at 9am, end at 3pm...my mood was spolit started in the morning....
someone promised me, he will come pick me up in the morning to sch...so from 7.30am i already woke up...and i know that person will have a high chance of overslept...so i try to call him a morning call...but never pick up...never mind...still early so thought of calling again at 8 to confirm that he out of house...but...after like bout 10 calls or more...no one pick it up..and the call were ...it all get through, ring for a long time and someone end the call....at this moment...i was still thinking is he on bike that why he end my calls...or is he still sleeping and thought all my calls were jus his alarm and end it...if he is on bike, i was also scare that will be pissed by all my calls...and the time is getting late..i myself also not sure whether should i wait for him, or should i left the house? if i left, and he is on the way how? all these worries, time...it getting up my nerves.......and finally my phone ring, he called me....his voice tells me everything..he on bed...fine..my temper is all up...first day of sch...first lesson of the year...i am late and missed it! because of who!...

SCHOOL
ok...first lesson missed, went for second lesson conducted by our mentor(2hr) dedn one hour break and den finally another one hour of lect...end school!
affter school,went amk, seoul garden with ann, yanni, max, yingying, weiwei and mingdi...i was damm full ate a lots...around six, went home...

BACK HOME
during sch and on way back home..he did msg or call me..but i never reply...den at home, he msg me again...i sent him a few reply and ....we are back to square again..he say to msg me again when i not angry anymore...but i myself not sure when that time will come? i am ok, and actual missed his call/sms but when he msg/call me..my heat jus went up again...so...COLD WAR STARTED FROM MORNING TILL....

p.s. "Dont make promises when u cant make it"...this gives hope and disappoint ppl...
(i dont like it this ways...i hate it...why both are the same? bad
experiences...)