moments to remember

my god daughter : edelweiss Tan man xuan

2009-10-08T13:05:00.008+08:00

happy 1 month birthday...
my dear god-daughter

taiwan trip -aug 09

2009-09-13T11:28:00.020+08:00

a not happy birthday

2009-08-09T23:46:00.002+08:00

4 years ...
is it a very long years???

jus 4 years bk...
with the walking sticks
big hot weather
thick black long shirt
long distance walking

u were willing to accompany me to watch firework on my birthday

.....back then

BUT

4 years later now....

big hot weather
as hot as ur temper
u sian irritating look
unwillingness

to accompany me on my birthday

wat a big diff...

4 years
really tat long...
ppl changes...
love?
or a lie from the start?

alone back home on my birthday
crying on my birthday
1st time feeling lonely on my birthday

why?
hate it!

start wondering.......
feel sad...
eyes tired....

why me?

2009-08-05T20:15:00.002+08:00

things i looking forward on AUGUST....

3 more days to my AL
1st time i taking a 2 weeks AL
long holiday!!!!

my 23th birthday!
em...
this year bday...
actually i not celebrating much on it...
everyone is working...
so i think i will just go back to the old days...
when it only me and dear ...
shop around den jus wait to see firework....

on 17th aug!
i will be flying to Taiwan!!!
honestly speaking...
i am more looking forward to my taiwan trip more than my bday!!!
hahahaha...
i really cant wait!!!!!

and RIGHT now...
i looking forward for my dear to return bk from malaysia...
2 days i havent seen him le...
miss u dear!
muack!

ann wedding 13th june 2009

2009-06-24T13:45:00.017+08:00

my perfect wedding!

2009-06-23T21:32:00.001+08:00

wat my prefect wedding will be...

1st thing...
like wat i had always say...
own a house of my own...
big or small (no pro)
jus want a house of me and him
a walk in wardrobe
a WILL game set at home
a super big king size bed with lots of pillows on it
a moving floor vacuum robert (i no need to clean the floor myself) - a MUST have!!!

erm... this sound more like a perfect marriage life den a perfect wedding
ok...back to the main topic

a perfect wedding for me...
a nice wedding dress for me...
a pair of wedding band
a good photographer...(i love taking pics)
a grp of my sisters
friends & family
a nice cosy place for dinner

actually all sounds easy...
but...
still it dosent look so easy...
huh....

anyway, it still a long way for me to plan my wedding...
hahaha...

无聊

2009-05-20T00:02:00.012+08:00

today after dear work
from tanjong pagar take train to enous change bus to my house
dear came fetch me
den from my house (bedok) we take bus to his house(tamp)
we watched tv together from 7pm to 8.30pm
after which dear sent me home
from tamp we took bus back to bedok
we had dinner together at my hse coffeeshop
den dear sent me up to my hse
he went back home alone

total time spent together: 6.30pm to 10pm = 3 and a half hours

"无聊"...is tat wat u saying right now?
hahaha...
i thought so too...

i told dear the same thing isn't it 无聊 jus this 3 and a half hours, and we doing nothing.

den dear said:

"无聊! tat what i been doing..."

me and dear broke into laughter...
and i felt sorry for saying it 无聊...

*sorry dear...*

if u are asking why dear had been doing the same thing is become...
everytime after his work, if i at home, he will come my hse meet me for a few minutes, or a hour den go back home... and if i working pm, he will go back home, bath den go hospital fetch me home den he go bk home...

and he never never never mention 无聊 before to me....

i feel so gulity for saying tat just now to my dear...

*sorry dear*

不在乎时间的长短

不在乎在做什么

无聊或充实

你和我

两颗心

在一起

就是一切i found this few days ago while clearing my table...see the date?
this was written on 2006
like 3years +back
surprising to found it!

P.S. I Love U

2009-05-03T00:20:00.000+08:00

Joanne

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Joanne (alternate spellings Joann, JoAnn, Jo-Ann) is a common given name for females, being a variant of Joanna, the feminine form of John and is derived from the Latin name Johanna and has a Hebrew meaning of "God is Gracious". In Northern Ireland of 1975, "Joanne" was the most frequently used name for female newborns, though by the early years of the 21st Century, the name had declined in popularity so that it could not be counted among the twenty most frequently used.^[1]

People with the given name Joanne

Joanne Accom, pop singer from Melbourne, Australia
Joanne Banning, Australian field hockey player
Joanne Brackeen, American jazz pianist
Joanne Campbell, a British actress
Joanne Colan, video blogger
Joanne Deakins, British backstroke swimmer
Joanne Ellis, English field hockey player
Joanne Fluke, American mystery novelist
Joanne Herring, American political activist
Joanne Kelly, Canadian actress
J. K. Rowling, British author, whose given name is Joanne Rowling
Joanne Shenandoah, singer and acoustic guitarist
Joanne Whalley, British actress
Joanne Woodward, American actress, Academy Award winner in 1957, for The Three Faces of Eve; Wife of Paul Newman, American Actor
Jo Anne Worley, American actress

my poor right 5th toe!

2009-04-21T13:48:00.006+08:00

yesterday i was sending my patient on trolley to MICU with a idiot porter...so to cut story in short...tat idiot malay short lady pushed the trolly with the patient, oxygen tank, monitoring machine on it rolled the whole trolley over my right toe! somemore leaving me crying alone in MICU... WTF!my pain score is 100/100!!! she didnt even apologize to me at all...i swear i going to curse her forever and ever in my life!

my rt 5th toe got fatter and look how shy he is
(swollen and red!)
:(

he got so shy and fat...
tat i decided to wrapped it up
he is scare to be alone...so i wrapped my 4th toe to keep him accompany

see!
now they are happily together!

2009-03-28T23:53:00.004+08:00

today...
one lesson was learned!

LOVE, FRIENDSHIP, FAMILY

today i have seen this all 3 in one day!

and i realised, love is not forever...u could have or not

family... it had to depend on individual, cos not all have a good relation with the family

but FRIENDSHIP...if u make a good friend, this friend will be with u forever, thick and thin!

and realised too...

i am lucky

Love - i had my dear, even though he is not the rich, handsome, tall guy... BUT, he love me, which is the most impt thing... and we had been together for like coming 4 years!

Family - my relationship with family i could see it ok, i am the queen of hse, no need to do housework, mum and dad, we communicated

Friendship - i had u all, junwei, yanni, ann, catherine, hannah, qianru, jennifer, serene, jeanne...etc

thanks alots... i am lucky to have u all in my life!

2009-03-20T22:47:00.012+08:00

recently i ate alots!!!!

hahaha!

after work, late night back home, i still craving for supper!

some pics taken recently out makan with friends after work!

2009-03-10T14:41:00.020+08:00

it been so long since i last updated my blog!

so i was thinking maybe i should jus pop in here and update myself...
so where should i start first?

em...
i have changed a new phone for like a mth ago le!
starting to get the hang of it...nice cam phone...

my best pal at work resigned...leaving to australia for study
leaving the click with 4 of us!
making me feel so empty and sad...
but...soon was filled up...
But still missing her...
downcounting the days she be back!

another best pal at work annouced her wedding date!
happy for her...
excited... going to be for sisters!
downcounting ...to her wedding date too!

busy at work...
beside the regular work shift...
still have to go for alots of funny courses!

jus went and back from HONGKONG and MACAU!
ok...how do i describe this trip....
i dont like hongkong this place!
no shopping for me...everything there was so ex...
nothing fancy me at all!
But what is enjoying me is that...
the companies that went with me...
yanni, hannah, catherine!
we had fun together, taking pics, sight-seeing...joking around...travel together!
this is the best of whole trip...
if i am not going with them...
i cant image will this trip be as fun as i had with them!

ok...next plan : my next AL...in august 2009, I GOING TAIWAN!

erm...wat else...
dear had been working very hard at his this current job, as a promoter for california
it been like 3 mths le...
dear working hours and mine working hours crashed!
dear work from 10am to 11pm....6days per week, sometimes even off day too!
his off day is not fix jus like mine!
as u guys knows..i work shift work, my off days too is not fixed!
so sometimes, me and dear could not even meet for one whole day at all!
BUT!
my dear, he the one always trying to make effort to come and meet me even it like half an hour!
after his late work, he will come by my hse, to see me...den go bk home...den next morning got to wake up early go to work...
it so tiring for him...
but it so sweet of him too...

like yesterday...
after my pm shift, i went over to bugis to find dear...
dear bring me to my fav dim sum store to eat...
take cab there, food, take cab bk home...all dear money!
ok...it not 1st time it happen...
BUT, i somehow feel so loved by him!
it might jus a little thing...
BUT i am really feeling deep loved by him...
back home i sms him saying "thank you to him for the dim sum"
and he reply me saying " why thank you. u my baby ma"
ar! i love this guy in front of me!
I LOVE YOU dear!

2009-01-27T12:32:00.003+08:00

2009

it CNY again!

i was looking thu all the old entry in my blog...

had this feeling... thru all these years so much of changes...

people coming in and out of my life!

family...

grandma died...
after she died, relationship with some relatives become strained...

aunt become DIL
so sudden

ah ma came to stay with us...

KOR who was believed very hard to find a bride, got married last year, with a kid born somemore!

friends...

once was so close now yet like stranger or enemy?

leaving for study...

getting married...

new friends joining in...

more fun or more sad!

2008-12-29T15:59:00.002+08:00

the wedding crashers!

the REAL wedding crashers in life!

where can i find one?

this is so FUN!

i want one for my future wedding ( dont know when will it be mine..nvm i dreaming!)

if u have no ideas of wat i talking about

go to this website... http://www.nbc.com/The_Real_Wedding_Crashers/

or

catch it on every monday at 1500hr channel 5

2008-12-19T00:12:00.002+08:00

just now received a missed call...

the number was a overseas no.

my 1st thought was HIM

i still missed him

reading thru again and again...

my heart still feel so hurt

my tears still keep rolling in eyes

when it all stop?

aug pls come faster!

2008-12-17T00:25:00.003+08:00

he left!

miss him!

august i am determine to go taiwan to look for him!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-07T11:19:00.004+08:00

回想起我第一次见到你，是在中一的最后一天

你从express班downgrade到我班normal.

那时，我还和lienna说，那男生很cute。hehe!

中二，我们真真的认识，好像是那混蛋sunyong，跟我和lienna说有人对lienna有兴趣。

就是从这句话起，打打闹闹，笑笑你这’红蕃茄‘。我和你的友谊就这样开始了。

说真的，那时，我有点妒嫉lienna。huh!

中三，lienna 换学校了。

你和我被安排坐在彼此的旁边。

又是一年的打打闹闹，嘻嘻哈哈，被你呼来唤去，帮你做这做那的，成了你的小跟班！

中间还帮帮你，做媒人！

现在想起，那年我还真忙！

不过，我想也是这一年，我们开始成为无话不谈，的好朋友，知己！

中四，我有点放弃了。

开始交男友了。

但我们还是在同一班，我们被分的座位有点远了。

我有点失落！

你和yenyang但噢而还是会来闹闹我。

说真的，那时，我很愉快。读书的日子很好玩！

这么说来，我还真有点被孽诊！

中五，你们都离开学校了。

学校变的无聊了。

我也开始找个种不同的借口不去学校。

不知道，你还记得吗？

有一天，晚上我打了电话给你，哭了好久，好惨。

原因，你我知道就好！^_^

这辈子，我都忘不了那晚！不是因为他，而是你！

那晚，真的很谢谢你，听我哭诉！我的好朋友！

Olevel 假期，那半年。

你常混我家，和我家的小鬼们玩，就像我家人一样。

我老实跟你说哦，我那时，以为我又有希望了。hehe!

所以，你那时，每次你说小公主长大后，你要娶她，我有点小嫉妒。很好笑吧！

我读poly前，你很有义气的陪我一起到malaysia玩。

我第一次可以自己出国，是你帮我完成的！

malaysia时，谢谢你的照顾！

可惜，电脑坏了，那时的照片的没了！

那死zhaoyang 每次叫他sent给我，都说没空！

上了poly，我们噢而也会和我的poly朋友出去。

你知道吗？

我真真正正的放弃*喜欢你*的想法是在poly的第二，第三年。

这样你算一算，我到底暗恋你有多久了！

告诉你，那些年的折磨，是你害我的！

所以，你要当我一辈子的好朋友来补偿我！

记得哦！

后来，我又交了男友。

我们也开始慢慢有点疏远了。。。

可是，一年里，我们还是会见两，三次。噢而，msn。

现在，你说你要回台湾了。

我们可能要很久，很久以后才会见面了。

回台湾，一定要和我联络，msn，知道吗！

在我还没去台湾前，你不准去当兵！

俊伟，

我好喜欢你，爱你！

没人可取代的好朋友！

希望我们的友谊不止这八年，而是还有更多的八年！

2008-11-14T11:46:00.002+08:00

2 things happened yesterday in ward!!!

1st thing... patient fell down while i was at break.... WTH i knew nothing of how it happen and i got to stay till 5pm to clear all the shit up!!! so pissed off and frustrated... and the person who did this it just a scolding from NM tat all...WTF!!!

2nd... don't know where the hell, one of the patients son got my no. and start sms-ing me! and my bf got to know of it... and we had a BIG quarrel after me clearing the shit at work! super pissed off and frustrated ++++

OK...1st incident finished and done after work... no story to continues!

2nd incident, it carry on from the moment i ended work till 12mn...

At first, i was still arguing with him den silent the whole evening den night start again... which by that time i was already tired and wear off... i give up and ended a good scolding from him in the phone...

"since when u wanted to go out with ur friends, had i say NO"

"whenever u work morning, i will stay up the whole night to stay awake in order to bring u to work in the morning"

"whenever i had money, the 1st person i think of is you, i will buy whatever u want for u! did i ever use the money and buy my things 1st... i don't need any"

"had u ever think of me 1st! whenever i ask u, want to go eat or out, u will say NO, but u will go out with ur friends"

"you are the one i loved most and care about, that why i asked u who that guy and how did he get ur number? if i don't ask, it mean i don't care of u!"

"you think i like to scold u, whenever i scold u, my heart pain too, i feel sad too"

The ending was of cos... we are fine again as usual.

But i realised, i was the BAD girlfriend in our relationship, i didn't care of his feeling only think of myself...

and

He was the one who had always been giving more

P.S. do i deserve his love???

2008-11-05T11:07:00.001+08:00

Day 3 without him

Joanne surrender

To be be correctly saying...

Day 2 she already surrender le...

So what be next???

She dont know

2008-11-03T23:24:00.002+08:00

Day 1 without him

Joanne is confuse!

Whole day her mind is all him

she missing him

Dont ask what happen

she has forgot the reason

she will breakdown if u ask

should she hang on or give up

she dont want to end this relationship

what she doing?

2008-11-02T14:45:00.003+08:00

A night of a solo man show

A night of true music was played

2 and a half hour

A musicman

lee hom

me and qianru

1st Nov 2008

2008-11-02T14:34:00.005+08:00

where all the therepists gather together

Nurses, CARDIO nurses, PT, OT, Dietitian

24th oct 2008

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this wonderful night was ended with a super super boring movie

bad ending!!!!

2008-10-26T11:03:00.002+08:00

2008-10-13T18:54:00.023+08:00

while waiting for cat and dajie

the match btw me and jennifer

1:1

after a long long time... we went to take neo-print!

jus like back to school time!

our princess!

QIANRU

hAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2008-10-13T18:41:00.026+08:00

ok these are all the pics taken in F1

enjoy ba!

2008-10-01T23:56:00.008+08:00

haha... here are some pics kope from dajie the ablum taking at F1

now... only waiting for qianru to upload the rest of the pics!!!

we having breakfast on day 1

the medical team car

we the ladies

BMW racing cars

F1 car cashed!

2008-10-01T12:18:00.023+08:00

here are so photos taken on 26 sept at F1 singapore night race...

there more photos on the way...

pls look forward... hehe

2008-09-29T13:23:00.003+08:00

~MUSIC MAN~

HAHA... this 1st nov 2008

me and qianru going to wong lee hong concert!

so excited!!!

2008-09-10T23:07:00.002+08:00

ARGGG...

i jus then saw it on sistic page!!!

BEYOND is also having concert on NOV!!!!

HOW!!!!

I WANT TO GO TOO!!!!

2008-09-10T22:53:00.002+08:00

Lee Hom Music-Man World Tour 2008

王力宏 Music-Man 世界巡回演唱会

Standard ticket price - S$198, S$168, S$138, S$108, S$78

singapore indoor stadium

1 nov 2008 @ 8pm

ANYONE WANT TO GO WITH ME I AM DIEING TO GO!!!!!!!!

picture (two)

2008-09-09T10:24:00.003+08:00

em... these was taken bout 1-2 weeks ago... my ward chalet cum farewell party for our sis laura at aloha loyang

pictures (one)

2008-09-09T10:11:00.011+08:00

haha! sorry guys ... these photos are all taken in bangkok with catherine , her bf zhenyu and my bf guoming... i think it roughly bout 2-3 weeks ago le... but i think most of u had already seen it on facebook le la...

but still i feel like posting it out in my blog
as this is the first time consider i going out oversea!

~me and my dear~

~catherine and her dear~

~the ladies~

~our craziness~

these is just 1/3 of my bangkok ablums ... if u havent see the rest of pics and want to see it go to my facebook or my multiply (link at the sidebar)

2008-08-17T12:54:00.000+08:00

WAT IS LIFE?

CAN SOMEONE TEACH ME HOW TO MAKE THE TIME STOP!

my 22nd bday

2008-08-14T01:30:00.012+08:00

i am lazy to blog...but i have alot to blog...

hehe...
so i will just post pics ok...

*6 aug 2008*

my early 22nd bday celebration @ chinatown with my working friends
before taking my flight to bbk in midnight

this korea resturant the food there is great meh!!!

thanks gals

i missed them

2008-08-05T14:26:00.002+08:00

i was looking thru the slide pics at cat blog

and

i started to miss KKL

when can we meet all together?

the last time we all gather i suppose was my bday ba...

when will it be the next time?

i miss u guys!!!

2008-08-03T22:34:00.006+08:00

today went to kallang for steamboat with my sec sch friends...

while chatting and eating...

i was thinking it so unbelievable that we have known each other for 6-7 years such a long time... even though we only meet like twice a year... but our bond are still so strong...

i really loves them!!!

thanks being my friends guys....muacks

xuanyu =niu xiang ren

zhaoyang = ET

junwei = my best buddy

zhangxuan = the fatty joker

P.S. I REBONDED MY HAIR

2008-07-31T17:44:00.002+08:00

I might have a chance of going for free!!!

not just sitting at seat and watch ,

i might have a chance of going in with a working pass!!!

close looking at F1 races and drivers...

~hehe~

~bless me~

2008-07-20T12:24:00.015+08:00

first time went mind cafe with qian ru, jennifer, serence, cecilia and catherine. we had lots of fun and laughter.... next time let go back there again! hehe....
the dont know wat chick game? a bit boring...

our foods...

monoploy game!

one of the action game that make us high till the top!

"1,2,3" & "superwomen"

this is the highest!

the losers of the day!!!

some other pics...

2008-07-13T18:39:00.008+08:00

MY DEAREST WORKING COLLEAGE....

These is not all ok...i have more adorable colleages...hehe

~WARD 38~

cat and qiaoping

lizy

Ronna - the one who alway teases me!!!

BIG BULLY!

ROSHILA - sweetie pie

vindra

sunjing and aiysha - our new staffs

3 year le!

2008-07-01T23:58:00.011+08:00

today me and dear spent our day at MARINE SQ

early morning 7am plus we already wake up, me getting ready to sch, he had something to attend... so we been busy with our own things till afternoon like 12noon plus we meet each other at marine sq...

1st we went to eat our lunch den catch a movie " incredible hulk"

us before the movie after the movie, we went singapore flyer!

after tat actual nothing much happened...
we just walk around have dinner den left for home...
even thought we ended this special day quite early...
but dear ...
thanks for the day...
i really enjoyed myself especially on the flyer...
i love you dear!
*muack*
p.s. i love my dressing today! and of cos my dear too...

3 years 我和他

2008-06-30T15:24:00.003+08:00

YAY!

I going BANGKOK on 6th aug to 9th aug

spending my birthday there with dear, cat and zheng yu

i am now so looking forward to it!

......................................

第一次骑motorcycle (紧张, 害怕)

第一次驾驶motorcyle (好玩)

第一次和男友在我生日一起看烟花 (很难忘)

第一次和男友拍大头贴 (好不自然)

第一次和男友过2月14情人节 (yanni dating也一起)

第一次收到花束 (好开心)

第一次看半夜场电影

第一次夜游

第一次和男友到动物园 (期待)

第一次和男友到圣淘沙 (愉快,难忘)

第一次到mt fabre看新加坡的夜景 (好美, 好高)

第一次同部电影看两次 (头文字D)

第一次带男友回家 (害怕)

第一次带男友参加家庭聚会

第一次看演唱会 (jolin 唯舞独尊, 好HIGH)

第一次和他的约会 (难忘)

第一次拥有guess bag (谢谢)

第一次拥有情侣对戒 (好幸福)

第一次拥有自己的数码相机

第一次到各各不同的餐厅用餐

第一次男友送的圣诞礼物 (很美的手链)

第一次有抱抱 (猪猪)

第一次到fire station开放日

第一次到air force 开放日

第一次到pub (好奇)

第一次到vivo city

第一次乘坐缆车看烟花 (难忘, 浪漫, 哦然)

第一次拥有情侣衣服 (我的size买错)

第一次喝酒喝到微醉 (丢脸)

第一次因为他和朋友决裂 (不后悔)

第一次因为交男友<他>妈妈哭泣 (对不起)

第一次吵架我想死 (很伤心. 心很痛)

(因该还有更多,但想不起了,所以就到这吧)

第一个说要娶我

第一个说要和我一起有个家

第一个对我说最多情话

第一个对我和他的未来有计划

怎么多的"第一"... 都是我和他一起的回忆...

当然... 我和他还会有更多的"第一" >_<...

说到"第一"..怎么能忘了我和他的第一次相遇...

第一次见到他, 是在医院, CHANGI医院 ward 36 床位5号... 我永远记得....

他因为在fire station 要出任务时下pole滑下摔地 (约3楼高) 把大腿骨摔断了因而住院.

初见他时, 他刚动完手术, 麻醉药未过, 微醒的他, 按了call bell, 跟我要杯水...这就是我和他的第一

接触.

之后, 麻醉药也过了, 人也开始清醒了, 我也开始讨厌他了.

他的人缘不错, 学生护士都和他很好, 只要有空, 大家就会找他聊天.照理, 我应该对他也不错.

但...偏偏,我就是讨厌他... 他很多事...整天按call bell, 有是没事一直整我! 每次, 我应他都没给他好

脸色看...都脸臭臭...

有次, 我在忙一个病人, 没空,这时他又按了call bell, 我朋友帮我去了, 问他有什么事, 他却问joanne

lei? 我朋友告诉他我在忙别的事...他就说没事了. 第二次, 他又按call bell, 又问我在哪? 你说这人烦

不烦...后来, 我忙完出去...只要朋友看到我, 都跟我说:"5号在找你"... 他搞得几乎所有护士都知道他

在找我! 我去了后, 他又没什么大事吗! 一个无聊的人!

但... 可能也是因为他天天的烦我...所以习惯了...一到周末,在家时, 竟然我会想他了...可能也就是那

时候, 我不知不觉喜欢了他...

7月1日2005 到7月1日2007...还有33天, dear我和你要两年了...

谢谢你! 这两年的疼爱, 待我如宝,像你的baby...

当然! 往后,还请你继续的疼爱着我, 爱我, 照顾我...

我爱你,国铭!

muacks...

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

this was written one year ago by me to dear... i was looking Thu it... and realised that times really pass fast.... a few more minutes later, it will be me and dear 3 years le....

3 years !

my thoughts of our relationship had a bit of changes...

MARRIAGE... ya...i am thinking of that!

i also dont know why? maybe is becos within this years i had 4 friends around me who are married..which had influenced my thoughts...

i been thinking marriage is a very far thing to me... but seems like my age is catching up... and... i was thinking... as time goes by the longer u date the lesser chance of marriage will happen...

女人的青春是有限的！

2008-06-29T23:31:00.004+08:00

today went shopping with cat at orchard!

GSS

we bought quite a lots... (hehe)

i love this shirt alot!

*maussimuo dutti*

my double favour ice-cream

*cooling*

2008-06-26T19:00:00.002+08:00

www.indulgz.com

i want to try out the foods there!!!!

2008-06-24T22:38:00.005+08:00

i been tagged by jeanne sometimes ago to ans all these qns...but sorry jean... now den i blog this out... late but better then nothing right? hehe....

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- HEARTBREAK! cry till breathless... i will confront him why he is doing this to me...and i will never forgive him my whole life!

#2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
- travel/ shop round the world with my loved one (friends, family, bf)

#3. If you could be at one place right now, where would it be?
- a place free from everything... no work no worry... jus relax

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
- YES! not sure of going to ahead of me... confusing whether my choice is the right one? stay or not?

#5. What's your ideal lover like?
- someone who pamper me, someone who loves me more than i love him, someone who i can count on...

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- being loved by someone

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- dunno...tried once which lasted bout 3years den give up...

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- be his best friend as long as is by his side i will be contented.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
- em.... these days...quite peaceful, or i can say quite happy actually...hehe

#10. What do you want most in life?
- em...a happy family with a successful career

#11. Is being tagged fun?
- erm.. no..? LOL!

#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
- married with a kid i suppose... travel quite a few countries.... still so childish and ah lian!.. hehe

#13. Who is the current most important person to you?
- my family esp my only grandma

#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- not sure leh..

#15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- i would rather be single and rich.

#16. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be ?
- can i dont want a pet

#17. What are one of those things which you would prefer not to do?
- not to work and study!

#18. What kind of person do you think you are?
- silly, blur, stubbon, childish, hot- temper, self - centre.... erm...

#19. What do you define as a bad day?
- get scolded by sister! going home late after work! massive admission! starved whole day!nagged my parents!

#20. If you have to choose between love and friendship, what would it be?
- i want both!

ok... i now is my turn to tag 8 ppl to ans all these qns...
who erm....
thinkinggggg....

1. ann
2. yanni
3. cecilia
4. hannah
5. linda
6. wuhui

must it be 8 ppl?
i dont have much friends la !
that all !

my beloved grandma 82th birthday

2008-06-23T01:00:00.007+08:00

today is my only and beloved grandma 82th birthday

my mummy and daddy

see my grandma so happy... really wish she is always happy!

this is only like half of my family

we had 2 new members in our family...
but one is still in the mummy's tummy

2008-06-09T11:53:00.003+08:00

yesterday sunday...was my day off after sleeping day... dear day off too...so we went orchard shopping since it been a long time since we last went out... and it now the GREAT SINGAPORE SALE....haha

we really did a lot of shopping we spent bout $500 -$600 in one day ... even though it GSS but the things we bought there no discount at all....*sad*

we bought 3 pairs of new urbenmale sandals... dear and me bought the same pairs

dear sandal was not pic out...

and also we bought 2 ralph larren pola tees ...dear long wishes of it.... one was bought by me to him as our 3rd years aniversary....

actually that it all we bought, nothing much but so costly!!!

lucky yesterday i didnt bought the gucci wallet if not we will end up spenting more.... and this month we will be bloody broke!!!

ok... going to lavender later to make my passport den meeting yanni at KK hosp....

hope later i not spenting again!

this month going to spent a lot...

Father's day coming... plus my grandma birthday!

how to survive????

actual still thought of saving the money for my coming holiday trip...

now had to pin hope on my bonous is enough for my bintan and bangkok trips!!!!

2008-05-25T20:40:00.006+08:00

i 'm sick again! twice within a month... can u believe! huh...

ok jus wanted to upload some pics that taken on my cousin wedding 19 may at grassroot club

the groom and bride

so xinfu
finally married!

2008-05-16T19:30:00.004+08:00

my phone is DIL & DNR

ARGGGGGGGGGGGG!

need a new phone le .... wat to buy....

actually there no phone which i really had a fancy on

singapore flyer

2008-05-15T14:09:00.007+08:00

http://www.singaporeflyer.com

9 Great Reasons to Visit

It’s the world’s largest observation wheel.

Standing at stunning 165m, the Flyer is the height of a 42-storey building – that’s some 30 metres taller than the famed London Eye. Taking a flight on this S$240 million dollar wheel is a one-of-a-kind experience you wouldn’t want to miss.

It’s the only place to see Singapore’s magnificent cityscape.

As the wheel turns, you’ll be treated to a visual 360° feast of iconic and historical landmarks and views from the Marina Bay to the Singapore River, Raffles Place, Merlion Park, Empress Place and the Padang. There is no other place in Singapore that offers these breathtaking, panoramic views.

You’ll get to feast on famous local dishes.

Seafood Paradise @ Flyer, a popular restaurant among locals, serves up signature local dishes such as chilli crab, butter crab, cereal prawns and drunken prawns. Enjoy these authentic local dishes alongside innovative culinary creations by our local chefs.

You’ll get a taste of our gourmet capital.

If local food isn’t the fare for you, dine at any of the restaurants at the Flyer. The selection – from Indian fusion to Japanese delicacies and Italian epicurean – gives you a taste of why Singapore is the gourmet capital of Asia.

You’ll get to indulge in Singapore’s national pastime.

Food may be our nation’s passion, but it’s shopping that’s our national pastime. At the Flyer, you’ll be able to indulge a little in yourself. Jewellery, luxury watches, exquisitely handmade Japanese accessories and more await the avid shopper.

You’ll experience urban nature.

Right in the centre of the atrium, on Level 3, is a lush, tropical rainforest. The cascading water displays, streams, rocky outcrops and pond fuse together naturally to offer a picturesque landscape for photo taking.

You’ll be able to fly – “for real”.

If being 165m above ground level in a capsule exhilarates you, fly like a real pilot in a flight simulator that has all the gadgets and gizmos found in real commercial airliners. The simulator isn't a toy, it's been approved by the New Zealand Civil Aviation Authority for pilot training.

Your toes will be tickled by fishes.

On Level 2 is a fish foot spa - that’s right – it’s a spa where Doctor Fishes (“Garra Rufa”) work their magic on your feet. These fish, imported from Turkey, have healing properties and will give you a pedicure you won’t forget.

Your kids will have splashing wet fun.

Rest in the shade of the Greek Theatre located next to Singapore Flyer while your children frolic about our interactive water fountain. They'll have a blast with dancing water jets, shooting water cannons and water sprays at our cheery and colourful aqua playground.

dear... i want to take a ride on the

singapore flyer!

Solemnisation at flyer

emm...not bad too....

2008-05-12T14:13:00.020+08:00

i am sick at home... that why i am free to blog...haha...

down with bad flu....fever a/w shivering and body ache,

slept the whole day yesterday.... haha....

lots of things to blog but dont know what th start with...

so i will just blog out the pictures, let it help me do the blogging instead

me and our ward PT... he so cute.... he is going back to hong kong soon....

our ward OT

our ward DIETIAN

ME had a hair cut... should i go rebonding?

the gals finally meet up...at marine sq sakae...

ann and yanni

me and hannah

~ us~

yanni having hair cut at far east

yanni new hair cut....

2008-04-06T22:34:00.002+08:00

I'M TIRED!

home

work

sch

boyfriend

friends

it so hard to find a balance...

each has it own problem....

i am really tired...

i need someone really there to understand me, support me..
but why cant u do it?

i thought of giving one out....

really very tired!

2008-03-21T16:59:00.002+08:00

2 days ago... wednesday

i got snapped by a patient!!!

an old age patient...

restless violent patient...

wat a bad day i had...

being snapped for nothing...

argggggggg.......

2008-03-04T21:32:00.002+08:00

nursary to K2 = 3 years

pri 1 to pri 6 = 6 years

sec1 to sec 5 = 5 years

diploma (poly) = 3 years

just as i thought all these years finally over!

today i just went for the first day of a 2 year degree (hons) course!

another 2 more years!!!!

OMG...........

2008-02-29T16:47:00.003+08:00

*Douglas*

yesterday night waited for this cute prince till 11pm to arrive den left the ward.

HE IS SO CUTE!!!

2008-02-20T18:32:00.008+08:00

just some random pics taken these few days...

singheath new uniform... "CGH"
'it look ugly"

"me"

my valentine day present from dear

3bears and 3 purple roses

me and deardear

*muack*

2008-02-14T21:29:00.002+08:00

early in the morning..
happy velantine day msg one by one received from friends...
but i not happy at all on this day...
at this hour of time...
couple out there should be holding hands in hands
having their dinner, watching movie, receiving gift, sweet talks...
me?
i had a boyfriend...
but he is working...
he promised to bring me out after his work...
but what he doing now...
on this day he is working OT!
why on this day!

i am not at all happy!

2008-02-06T20:26:00.000+08:00

NEW YEAR EVE...

just finished my dinner...

nothing to do...so free...

morning i was working...

and guess wat? MASSIVE DISCHARGE!

whole ward 38 pts and now it only left 15 pts in ward with 5 pts each in each team!

hope 2moro when morning when i get back to work there wont be massive admission...

i really so sian at home!

i hate staying at home during holiday...

i want to play till my fullest!

huh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-02-03T22:47:00.000+08:00

i can sense that my this chinese new year is not fun at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hate this feeling!!!

i feel like crying!!!

i dont like!!!!

2008-01-26T14:29:00.000+08:00

going back to sch?

nagging nagging...

den came across this university of sunderland...

honours degree of bachelor of nursing...

went down with jennifer for the details and informations...

2 years part time course

$17000/-

going back to sch?

2008-01-17T12:13:00.000+08:00

meet up with the gals last sunday after my work...

~yanni and hannah~

the three of us...
as usual we gossip of all things under the sun...
hehe...
went sing k....makan
it a simple day
but
we had fun

2008-01-08T18:58:00.000+08:00

my first post of the year!

hi 2008...

how should i start?

ok.... on new year eve...
i went to watch the firework....
took some pics of firework...
that place is super cramp la..as usual...
but there seem to have more indians (foreigners)...
kailiang was saying mostly 40% of the whole were foreginers...haha
they are so much high den local ppl...haha...

after the firework, we headed down to the cathay to watch ALIEN VS PREPATOR 2...while waiting for wuyun and wangzai..me and cassandra wild cam ourselves and others...

den on new year tat day...
wat did i do?
evening went out with dear, weili, jean allan, cassandra, kailiang, ah hua and yanting
guess wat!
we went to watch AVP 2 agian!
haha...

oh ya, forgot to mention, on new year eve, only me ,dear, wuyue and wangzai went to watch AVP 2...happy 2 and a half year... deardear... 01/01/2008
while waiting the movie we gals... cam-ing!

my third day off...(wed)
i met up with junwei!
my buddy!
long time no see...
he misses me..tat y he asked me out for dinner...
hehe..
i missed him too...

ok..i shall end my blog with this last pic!

new year soon...

2007-12-31T03:46:00.000+08:00

hehe...it 4am
i now on my last nite shift of the year...
finished my report writing...
peaceful nite...

20 hours more...
it will be...
2008...
it also...
me and dear 2 and a half years aniversary

dear promised to bring me to esplande to see firework for new year countdown
hehe...

oh ya...
dear sold one 4 rm HDB flat today...
and also dear is now working as a accountant assistant @DHL
(em..it just for update)

em... and also...
junwei called me...
he say he miss me....i missed him too
he called to hear my voice...
so nice of him...
it a pity we cant chat much as i on work...
it been about 4 months since i last saw him on my birthday...
later after my sleep... i going to call him and have a chat...hehe

em....
i havent seen yanni and hannah quite some times too....
esp hannah...
huh...
when will us(ann, cat, yanni, hannah) get together again?

ar yo!
i really boring now...
nothing to do...
k...i'm a bit sleepy...
but still cant sleep...

2007-12-28T03:28:00.000+08:00

straight 3 days from christmas till 27 dec (my day off)

it all bad days to me!

christmas spenting at work...
had a hard time by the patient's family...
cried at work...

26 dec...
busy whole day...
plus had to work OT till 6pm..
without a meal eaten!

27 dec...
day off...
still i had to go patient house to give his appt...
and yet he not at home!

shit! wat kind of job i doing!
i really had enough of it!
if i not bonded..
i'll quit!
it really wat the F...
so irriting!

ok...lucky my day off isnt that really bad after all...
dear brought me to vivo..
bought his working shirts...
and hehe... i had a new phone..samsung U700
we also went to watch movie with kailiang, weili and jeanne...

k..that ended my day off...
2moro i working nite shift...

2007-12-24T16:48:00.000+08:00

last posting...

on 19 dec 2007

i had a early christmas celebration with my hosp clicks

we went to jennifer house for steamboat..

bought present for each to exchange!

mango was there too...

it just too bad... alison was not there...

ok...

after the steamboat...

my party still carry on...

i went centre mall..to look for dear and friends...

we went a club named NANA...

had a few drinks...

some of my friends were damn drunk...

haha... overall it a fun day!

i enjoyed it!

tonight is xmas eve... dear will be busy till nine plus...

wonder any plans for today...???

MERRY XMAS TO ALL!

2007-12-18T12:59:00.000+08:00

WITCH DOCTOR

HOW WE ROLL

BAD DAY

2007-12-03T14:30:00.000+08:00

i finally found my camera cable le!

haha..i been finding it to upload my camera pics....

on 24 oct, me jennifer, catherine and qianru...

we went to pasri ris coasta sand resort to celebrate cecilia's 22nd birthday...

here are the pics...jennifer self pics... she the winner of day..took the most pics of own..haha

ok..this the most fun part of that day... cecilia start it by throwing cake at jennifer... me qianru cat seeing that things wont stop at that point..we start to ran away from them...
when we were starting to think tat things is over, i went toilet, when i am out of toilet, i saw jennifer washing her face... but unexpectedly she grabbed hold of me, and called out for cecilia...
qianru and cat ran away with my camera without helping me...
den later qianru also got caught by jennifer and cecilia...haha
how cat? haha..she hid herself in the toilet!
but no use, still get cheated by us...
haha....

2007-11-28T18:15:00.000+08:00

jus wake up!

later going to work again!

finally it my thrid night....

cant wait for it to finish and over....

the first 2 night were peaceful...

but boring... not much fun...

anyway i falling sick on the first night le...

still i'm getting on to work...

it so cold at night...

but dear was so sweet...

me on night shift... dear also on night shift...

dear didnt sleep while i working...

dear bring me to work, fetch me home in the morning...

night time still called me, buy supper for me ...

hehe...

love u dear *muack*

k, on my 2nd night i suppose to in-charge one team

den 3rd night in-charge 2 teams

that want the SSN said la...

but today morning (2nd night) when i about to pass my one team report...

my sister told her... "NO, NO, NO!"

"it not fair for her..."

"it only her first round of night"

"all IV she the one doing right!... it not fair for her to take in-charge and doing IV, ecg, everything..."

"it too stress for her"

"next round of night den she take in-charge"

Hahahahahahaha.....

i actually dont mind taking one team in-charge, but since sister said so le....

HaHAHAHA....

i will just do as she said.....

2007-11-23T01:15:00.000+08:00

dress bought

shoe bought

hair dye bought planned to dye on 2moro

trim hair on sat after work

everything planned

a sms received few mins ago...

wedding cancelled

2007-11-16T11:55:00.000+08:00

one of my morning shift

12 patients...

one whole page of changes for each...

1100hr still doing changes...

a STUPID IDIOT doctor came up to my ward

bossing at me asked "why bed 1 need the isolation room?"

patient is ill need monitoring tat why need the isolation room

DOCTOR: there no need for him to be in the isolation rm.

DOCTOR: i need that room for my micu patient, he is dying soon, the family wanted to ask a shifu to pray for him... i need that room, clear the room for me.

*wat a rubbish reason* he is so"F"

ME: all the beds all full, where do u expect me to push the patient out?

DOCTOR: just park him someplace else la... at corridor or where...or ask one of discharge patient to sit out and put bed 1 in.

we argued quite long...

i told him we cant make the decision, so he make me called our sister... he requested to talk to her himself...

BUT... our sister seem to know there some stupid troubles in the ward... she didnt pick up my callssss....

in the end we had no choice, i really had put one of my discharge patient out on wheelchair and wheel him out to watch tv... i feel so bad... after seeing that patient out... that stupid doctor is then satisfied leaving my ward with peace.. say to call him when the bed is ready...

WTF!

only after he left, our sister is back...

i told my sister, wat that stupid doctor did...

and...

our sister called him and scolded him...

i was so happy!

but the bed still need to give it to him...

sister say no need to rush to him the bed... just wait till patient discharge bed make then give it to him...

so we delayed everything to afternoon 5pm... den he finally got his bed!

haha...

anyway, when his patient is up... his patient collasped....

I REALLY SUPER HATE HIM!!!

HE IS COMING TO MY WARD TO WORK SOON ....

SUPER F!

2007-11-13T11:21:00.000+08:00

my 3rd uncle is getting marry this 25th

haha..so happy for him

it been very very very long since my family having a xi shi le....

i'm so looking forward to that day!

yesterday a group of 12 nyp students came to our ward.

they are having their PRCP attachment in our ward!

this reminded me of my days of PRCP in this ward i 'm working in too!

my annual leave - one week

2007-10-28T01:49:00.000+08:00

my one week of leave is finishing very soon...

just left one more day!!!

ok..this one week wat i had done?

almost everyday i wake up...

YES.. correct...

i logged on to my FACEBOOK... i played everyday lo...haha~

ok... i also catch a nap at home with my big piggy whenever i am tired...

hehe...

and also i been watching this 2 taiwan drama on youtude!

it so nice lo!

dont think tat... my one week of AL i been staying at home only...

i did went out ok!

on wednesday night, i went to a temple dinner...and i got drunk!

tat idiot guoming (my bf) keep pouring beer for me lo...

this the idiot bf of mine!

haha!

this was taken on one of the nights when we were out with friends...

~YANNI~

i meet out with yanni on our pay day...

we went shopping....

hehe

yanni was the winner of the day...

she spent $100 over lo...

haha...

we both missed the day tat me her and hannah three of us went out...

we had so much fun tat day...

hannah...when will u be free for us!!!

today meet with cecilia and ah hui after their work...

cecilia brought to this "miss clarity cafe" somewhere located near bugis...

yanni joined us soon after her work too...

the foods there were nice... can go and have a try... the price was ok too...

pls take a close look... the pic at centre... yanni with her dish... does she look a bit like that LIU S.L... hehe...

2007-10-22T17:43:00.000+08:00

i had a dream...

a dream of a day which i could go crazy shopping without any worries

i could buy whatever i want...

out with my friends...chat, dinner, shop....

BUT

it still just a dream...

2007-10-22T15:49:00.000+08:00

Surgeon Bong Dal-hee

外科医师奉达熙

i want this show badly....

cant wait for the scv to show it every sunday....

help me DL!!!!

2007-10-15T11:34:00.000+08:00

HI Looooooooooooooooooo!

miss me....?

hehe....

been busy @ work and playing with FACEBOOK

hehe....

em....wat to blog?

ahhhhhhhhhhh

ONE BIG ANNOUCEMENT TO MAKE!

MY ANNUAL LEAVE IS BEING BROUGHT FORWARD LE

TO THIS COMING WEEK

22/10/07 - 28/10/07

em...it a sudden change yesterday

this leave wat am i going to do???

go holiday? em...dont think so

stay at home, slack.... could be!

2007-10-08T12:08:00.000+08:00

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2007-10-05T12:00:00.000+08:00

pic taken on MANGO last day @ work

alison, jennifer, mango, qianru, siti, roshila and cassandra

~all my best working friends in ward 38~

2007-10-01T00:53:00.000+08:00

~here the pics of QIANRU's 21st birthday~

*enjoy*

nitenite

2007-09-29T23:36:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS MANGO LAST DAY OF WORK...

even thought the period of us working together was short...

but still missed her...

missed her laughter....

wish her all the best in her new coming job and life...

this was taken on my last day off on wednesday,

met up with yanni to orchard for shopping...

den after tat, night went vivo together with davis, mum and dear, ann joined us later...

had dinner together...

had alittle fun...

hehe....

few days back, wuhui came back to sg for a short holiday...

we met up together with junwei, zhang zuan and zhaoyang at lao pa sa for dinner...

had a full dinner, chatted alots about the past....

it great a see him after so long...

this was taken on the day of qianru birthday...

after work went alison house with cecilia and cat...

alison's son is so cute!!!

cuter then davis...

haha!

den night we went to qianru 21st birthday chalet

stayed till 2am night....

took quite a few pics....

QIANRU....SENT ME THE PICS!!!!

2007-09-19T00:12:00.000+08:00

I'M ALIVE!

i seldom go online now...

even so i be online at night

busy at work

now trying to survive on my own at work...

keeping missing bits here and there...

huh!!!

quite bad...

still thinking why i had choosen nursing as my career?

2 years 9 months more to go!

hope i could survive till den...

thur my day off!

AND

it dear's 24 birthday...

i havent get a present for him yet

not sure of wat to get for him

one of the reason was also becos

i am broke!

every year at this time i am sure broke!

haha!

*headache*

dear sorry if i didnt get anything for u!

*muack*

looking forward tat day...

let plan for something ok!

hehe~

ok tat all....

nite guys....

2007-09-18T00:15:00.000+08:00

my brother finally had finished his BMT training on last saturday

and

on the same day, my dear friend max,

haha....

started his road of NS

good luck!

2007-09-09T10:42:00.000+08:00

~dear driving~

he passed his driving le on friday

he and his friend rented a car

k..

this was taken in the car...

but it dosent look like ...

hehe...

first time sitting at the front seat....

beside the driver which is my bf...

the feeling was good...

jus a pity the car not his...

2007-09-07T21:09:00.000+08:00

haha...

i now in doctor room waiting for my turn to pass reports!

i had only 4 cases lo!!!

haha...

this the happiest day i had ever....

hehe

2007-09-01T23:31:00.000+08:00

i starting to love working...

when i having my offdays...

i felt so boring...

nothing to do..

times is so hard to pass...

i just spent my time sleeping thru my day...

when receiving pay...

it the time when the hosp paying my back of all the hard works i had done!

HAHA!

i love working in the ward i am now...

lots of juicy gossips...

colleages friends are good and helpful...

THANKS...

long long time never went msn...

wonder how friends now?

how are you?

hmmmmmm....

i cant get in friendster...

wat went wrong?

u guys can go in?

RANDOM PICS....

2007-08-21T22:27:00.000+08:00

i having less and less time going online le...

whenever i had time, i will just spent my time sleeping...

if not, i be out somewhere....

~haha~

i just cant keep myself at home!

that ME...

below are some random pics of past few days

last sunday went kbox after my afternoon shift....

den next morning shift start work again!

i know this is crazy....

~haha~

HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY, jeanne!

2007-08-15T14:57:00.000+08:00

argg..

i am so damn tired!

after my celebration of 21st bday...

i start working shift le!

and start taking cases, in-charge of pts!

ok... so far i think i did quite ok...

as there still someone around to guide ...

these few days...

i was like super lack of sleep..no matter how early i sleep rop how much i sleep...

i just dont feel enough!!!!!

i need a super long break!!!!!!!

ok, today my day off..

yesterday i was doing morning shift!

den i was ask to stay back..for wat?

haha...

starting today for 3 days..

my ward is having ISO!

yesterday was ask to stay back to help clean the ward up!

i am demoted to be a part time housekeeping!

at home, i didnt even sweep the floor and clean dishes!

sister asked me and another staff nurse to clean the whole pantry up!!!!!

argggggggg!!!!!

wat the h!

ok..enough of blogging...

i had to get prepared and go out le..

it jean bday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEANNE!

post bday!

2007-08-15T14:48:00.000+08:00

all my birthday presents!

plus lots of angbaos...

9 august 2007

2007-08-15T14:33:00.000+08:00

it my actual day of birthday!

and it also...

my aunty and grandma birthday too...

ya..the 3 of us is born on the same day!

at the same time it was also supposed to celebrate my brother bday which fall on 11 aug...

ok...

here are some of the pics taken tat day...

8 august 2007

2007-08-15T13:03:00.000+08:00

see all these balloons... haha... all blown by dear... dear with his friends helped to decorate the chalet room for me... all balloons! i love it alots..thanks dear for all the hard works...*muack*

my 21st birthday cake!

my secondary sch friends...

lien mummy...

my primary sch friends...

the game is on!

these pics were all just to show... ann is on table all day long!

dear's friends...

jean, brina, yanting, cassandra, allan, weili, kailiang...

all missy, poly friends, pt...

k... i still have lots of pics...
i might left out some of the pics..sorry...

i have upload it all to my mutiply le...

go and have a look!

em..

i have a great 21st birthday celebration!

have a lots of fun!

thanks friends for those who had come!

thanks for all the presents and wishes!

wonderful memories were made!

i will never forget tat day!

2 more days...

2007-08-07T21:12:00.000+08:00

2 more days le......

2moro i checking in to chalet le....

today i work OT....

i am so tired

my things all havent pack!

dont know how to start?

everything..like all not settle yet!

will i be having fun?

2007-08-01T19:09:00.000+08:00

~trip to ikea with ann yanni and cat~

it a crazy day out with them...

we went to eat the chicken wings there...

it smell too great...

we havent even shop, we start eating it...

haha!

they bully me...

putting all soft toys over me..when i am sms dear...

*sob sob*

crazy DJ

i'm forced!

"granny granny...stop sewing.... play with us"

orh! spotted! where me?

this embrassing!

yanni trying to do cpr on me!

*ikea bed is so soft and comfortable to sleep on*

pillow fight!

miss which clothes do u like best?

u can do so much things in a toilet...

yanni was trying to scare me with tat greeny blanket....

i love their bed!

~brushes~

*cheers*

#hey not happy ar! fight la#

miss... coffee, tea or me?

guai guai listen to jo granny stories!

relax~

end of trip..on sunday evening...

...........................................................................................................

6 mores days to my birthday....

but i already receiving presents le.....

the coach tat i always wanted!... dear went round sg looking for it... and finally found it at raffles city but only left 3..one i having now, another one dear friend bought for his gf too...now only left last one in store le... thanks dear!

jean say i am so xingfu... whenever i post something i wanted on blog... i will sure have it... hehe...ya...i always get wat i wanted! i am so pampered by dear...*love u..muack*

wuhui..

bought me present too... from new zealand..thanks! i been thinking of changing my watch but cant find a suitable one... now i have it le..thanks to u... i like the fossil watch a lots...and it purple in colour...my fav colour(for now)...hehe...

I AM REALLY VERY XINGFU!

2007-07-29T22:36:00.000+08:00

心好难受!

好对不起!

我不值得!

p.s. i having running nose le...

2007-07-27T20:09:00.000+08:00

MY BROTHER COME BACK LE!

above was he the day he went to camp...

below the day he came back from camp from 2 weeks

he changed le...

dang bin de nan ren jiu shi bu tong..haha

he look more mature le...

i prefer his look now...

~my parents happy to see their son again~

davis making fun of my brother..
keep wanting to take pics..
haha!
my brother smell!
he still sitting at the sofa...
havent bath yet....

2007-07-27T19:13:00.000+08:00

today 27/07/2007

2nd week after my brother went in army

em..alvin say he could come back home today

mummy, daddy, me and davis

we all waiting for him to come back...

mum keep asking if alvin is on the way home now?

can he pick up call now?

dad asking..today he sure can out meh?

got listen wrongly ma? not third week den can come back de?

davis and me... hehe...

we dont say out la...

but we are waiting....

i waiting a botak guy in his army suit standing at the doorstep...

ready for me to take a pic of him...

davis must be also waiting for my brother to be back to play with him...

where he now?

coming back?

2007-07-26T22:09:00.000+08:00

~YESTERDAY~

haha... after a few days banned at home....

i am finally out.... haha...

after orientation, i went out with ann cat yanni to tamp eat kfc
oh ya...zhen yu too....

after tat went walk around...

den went to meet jean they all....

~the girls...sabrina,yanting, jeanne & wu yue~

coach bag

2007-07-21T22:08:00.000+08:00

New CHELSEA SIGNATURE WRISTLET
Our beloved Signature fabric, rich leather and sharp design elements from our Chelsea Collection give this versatile wristlet casual and refined style.
Zip-top closure
Signature jacquard fabric with leather trim
12” strap with clip for attaching to the inside of a larger bag, or to form a wrist strap
7 (L) x 4 (H)

i want this bag from coach....

~hehe~

2007-07-21T08:24:00.000+08:00

i feeling tired of everything now!

why was it so misleading of wat i wrote?

the dream i had was short and sweet and i had woke up from it...
me and my ex nine months 2gether, broke off with an unexplained reason... a call from him, explained everything.. after 4 years a reason i been waiting... finally given... everything was officially over at that point of time...

he wanted me to choose he or dear?
2 years... dear been there in my heart,what there to be choosen from... there always been one only...

felt sorry for both...
dear i hide all these from u, i felt sorry... i was scare his reaction after knowing... (now i know le)
ex, i felt sorry, i didnt know at the point of we broke up wat u been thru... sorry....and my feeling for u had changed... sorry....

who my future be?
it open to everyone! i dont know my future... i have no confident in this word! i had always been... to me future was something unpredictable.... even if u had make a very well organised plan of future.. i never thought that ur future will nicely be acheived as wat it planned by u...
me and dear 2 years of relationship... dear u keeping say u wants to marry me,..planned all etc...
but right now at this moment of time, me and u, we had nothing but just love for each other... marriage to me, was not just love alone..... i need bread too... now we dont have...that wat i so uncertain of...really! i know dear, u been working hard toward tat dream... went back to study, having a higher education lvl....hoping to get a stable job...all i knew wat dear was striving hard for! but i am still insecure of it... but i didnt give up... i stll here with u... jus tat the insecure part of me will only be certain till we are really marry...

u sent me sms saying u are uncomfortable seeing my blog... wat i mean writing t? wat i am really thinking? u dont know? i had written it all out now... if u still dont know wat i am thinking... tell me wat u feel bout me now? wat u want from me? wat u going to do?

me and u... ?

2007-07-19T19:53:00.000+08:00

做了一场梦,

只少对我而言是场很甜,很美, 很短的梦!

现在....的我很不想醒, 真的!

但又能怎样?

你说要我选择...

但在我眼前, 就只有一条路让我选!

你不在!!! 他在!!!

现在的我是怎样的心情?

我不知道!

歉疚!

对你俩!

你说你会从我生命消失

或者该消失的应该是我吧!

我的未来会是谁?

不知道!

有很多很多的话想对你说...

但也有很多很多的话我说不出口!

对不起!

i feeling bad!

2007-07-17T21:45:00.000+08:00

i feeling so bad now....

wat had i done?

wat am i doing now?

i dont to hurt anyone!

HOW?

~i am sorry~

2007-07-12T21:02:00.000+08:00

em..i getting more and more lazy in blogging...

k, i found a extra fresh meat swollen under my tongue..

i told it to dear, mum dad and him...

they were all worry bout me, and asked me to to see doctor..

so i went le...haha...

guess wat it was...

it jus a cut which i hurt it when i brushing teeth or eating....haha...

like tat also can get hurt...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

today a friend called me from overseas....

~thanks~

a lots of past were brought back...

*cry*

miss those times

i really do!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

...monday...

after work went orchard with ann they all to orchard slack

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

...tuesday....

dear off day

night we went k box with jean and friends

7 july 2007

2007-07-08T15:54:00.000+08:00

七月七日零七年

百年难得的这一天

你在做什么?

我呢?

~hehe~

night meet out with yanni and ann at bugis for a dinner slack

me and ann were early

me use cybershot cam

ann use her new cybershot phone

we end up

shooting....

after so long... yanni where u? someone going "crazy le"

yanni finally here! we went mos

~the 2 gers~

~the latecomer did something on my cam~

~we~

~the 2 other crazy gers~

em..it been a long long time since the 3 of us went out together le...

even though, we didnt did anything much... we just meet up like only 2-3 hours, siting at a same place, just chatting..taking pics... BUT we had great fun! really enjoy yesterday night!

moments to remember

my god daughter : edelweiss Tan man xuan

taiwan trip -aug 09

a not happy birthday

ann wedding 13th june 2009

my perfect wedding!

无聊

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my poor right 5th toe!

picture (two)

pictures (one)

my 22nd bday

i missed them

3 year le!

3 years 我和他

my beloved grandma 82th birthday

singapore flyer

9 Great Reasons to Visit

It’s the world’s largest observation wheel.

It’s the only place to see Singapore’s magnificent cityscape.

You’ll get to feast on famous local dishes.

You’ll get a taste of our gourmet capital.

You’ll get to indulge in Singapore’s national pastime.

You’ll experience urban nature.

You’ll be able to fly – “for real”.

Your toes will be tickled by fishes.

Your kids will have splashing wet fun.

*Solemnisation at flyer *

emm...not bad too....

new year soon...

my annual leave - one week

RANDOM PICS....

post bday!

9 august 2007

8 august 2007

2 more days...

coach bag

i feeling bad!

7 july 2007

Solemnisation at flyer